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8 May 2009 @ 13:38
this is wat i got from my dear yhcahc.
those that i [ ] and coloured will be wat i think oso.
[I hate this.][I hate school] so much, its unbearable.I hate everything.I don't [like everybody]anymore.[I wish i was seven again],when i had no friends(yes, that's how bad my social skills were)I just went home and ate and slept and watched tv.[No problems,][No worries,]No studies.[Just family] and cousins.[That's all I had.]I never mixed around, everyone was stupid to me.I preferred being alone, [I still do.]Argh whatever,when did my mouth open up.Don't [talk to me if you see me.]I'd rather not, unless.while zy added,i love friends.i need friendsi need a true best frienda best friend who cares about mea best friend who noe whether im angry, sad or happya best friend who noe wat i truly wanta best friend who forgives me when im wronga best friend who thinks about me when she's freea best friend who would bother to change for mei need wat i had,not wat i have now.i need my best friends back.izzit my problem that i lost my best friends?or its just wat God want me to face so that i can learn?i love my family.the 5 family members that i had.now only left 4.i love my mum,she suffered for usshe cannot stay with her husband just because of us coming to s'poreshe cannot stay with her parents and friends just because of us coming to s'poreshe cant rest like a normal mum, she needa work to feed usshe's the best mom in the world!i love my dad,he suffered really a lothe cant have his wife with him just because of us coming to s'porehe cant have his only 2 daughters with him just because of us coming to s'porehe's along at home now,grandma passed away,grandpa staying in ([retired teachers' home]- a place where retired teachers stay without family members dad said he'll buy me a laptop.i noe its hard for him to afford but..i love grandma i love her teaching me mathi love her scolding me cuz i score 94/100 while i should be able to get 97 or even full marks when i was p4 in chinai love her not allowing me to eat snacks when i very young.i love her telling stories to me during afternoon napsi love her for cutting fruits-(water)melons after afternoon napsi love her saying that she missed me after two day of myself going to my mother side de grandparents house. and asking me if i missed her.( of course i had to say yes.)i love her for all the things. good or bad.but she's gone now..i love grandpai love him being old i love him being stubborn, too stubborn,i love him for scolding my dad because of some stupid, not worth to scold problemsi love him for being a principal when he was 20 years oldi love him being a secondary maths teacher after thati love him for giving my dad a chance to be a teacher( my dad had no choice)i love him for he's my grandpai love my sister.i love her buying things for mei love her quarrelling with me when she cani love her being messy( like im not)i love her giving me cash when i needed it so much to buy presents for my frensi love her fighting with mei love her for scolding me becuz i quarrels with her boyfren for fun.i love her cuz she's my sister!i love all my relatives.....
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