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4 December 2008 @ 12:45
bad news, i have no idea wat my dad is thinking,grandma havent go yet wat, why he want us to go back? mom said only after grandma go already then go back, cuz she say that if we go back before she go, its a waste of time, cuz if grandma nvr go, we go back china and then come back, then after we came back then she go, we have to go back again! argh!!! i donno wat im talking about !!!!
im totally out of mind now! so many things to do, homeworks not done yet, have to work, and then got SYF dance training all the way from 15 dec till skool re-opens, if i missed the training, u noe wat it means? no chance of joining next years SYF competition!!! its important!
but dad says that i still have chance to go to the SYF 2 years later, but i may not have chance to see my grandma again.... 比赛是重要的，但奶奶只有一个··· 我现在好乱，好想哭·我该怎么办？！ 谁能告诉我？！ God? Jesus? why is there no answer?!?! i want an answer.. pls solve my problem..
MAKE ME BELIEVE IN YOU LORD!!! TAKE AWAY MY TEARS!!!
dani prayed for me through the phone just now, and now i believe that God can do much more than we asked and prayed for, so Lord, i believe that u can give me wat i've prayed and the others that had prayed for me. . thank you Jesus..Amen